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Subject:THE HEART BRINGS YOU BACK
Time:06:51 am
i jus wanted to brush my teeth with out throwing up. i woke up at 4 an drank down about 4 full glasses of water. havent slept since, now its almost 7. me an lindsay are goin to mc donalds at 8. i jus want to get thru the day with out throwing up, gym, doin my hair, takin medicine, gettin dressed, callin her, walkin up an down the stairs, all of which make me neauseous. i swear i am hearin an seein things, haulucinating. oh an by the way the hiccups are NOT fun when u wanna puke.
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Subject:THIS ONES FER U MAGATHA (and all who care)
Time:08:51 pm
I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
in our eyes are mirror images and when
we kiss they're perfectly aligned
and I have to speculate that God himself
did make us into corresponding shapes like
puzzle pieces from the clay
true, it may seem like a stretch, but
its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
head when you're away when I am MISSING YOU TO DEATH
when you are out there on the road for
several weeks of shows and when you scan
the radio, I hope this song will guide you home

they will see us waving from such great
heights, "come down now," they'll say
but everything looks perfect from far away,
"come down now," but we'll stay...

I tried my best to leave this all on your
machine but the persistent beat it sounded
thin upon listening
that frankly will not fly. you will hear
the shrillest highs and lowest lows with
the windows down when this is guiding you home
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Subject:ITS IN UR HEART, ITS IN UR SOUL
Time:04:49 pm
sold my soul to a hopeless romantic. the trouble with love is, it doesnt care how fast u fall. come down now, theyll say.
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Subject:THESE SCARS ARE BIGGER THAN...THEY DONT COME ALIVE
Time:01:03 pm
4am, two hours to go, im wearin out alone. i miss u more than i can bear. my fears have worn me out. after a while the tears run clear.
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Subject:SCORE ONE MORE FOR ME
Time:04:59 pm
my stupid mouth, got me in trouble, ive said too much again.
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Subject:UHHHHHHHH
Time:11:11 am
i woke up again dyin of thirst at 3am for the 4th night in a row.
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Subject:MEARLY FRESHMAN
Time:09:41 am
what made us think that we were wise? the wounds will hear but the pain never can. i was so wrong. its still snowing, sparkles. as the sun poured into my room this morning i wondered who else was up. we live in a beautiful world, every day. i hate hearing ok, im in it big, real big. without you my world would. how can it be that right here with me, theres an angel? rough night. you are the one that surpasses them all. it doesnt matter what i say. i take everything to seriously, it doesnt matter cus the heart brings u back.
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Subject:HALF EMPTY
Time:10:39 pm
its hard to feel so positve when the black tears stain your pretty white bed.
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Subject:I LIKE THE WAY YOU MOVE THAT THANG
Time:07:44 pm
so got tacted by hootchy mama cus she got scared of bear an i was holdin her cus i was lookin fer princess barbie an then she dug into my face an clawed my shoulder so i was like drippin blood down my face an i couldnt hold her anymore cus my arm hurted an bear was like waggin his tale an she was like shakin with fear an princess is like cryin cus shes lost in the wall or w/e an so i was like i shut her in the room an got bear upstairs while mom got princess outta the wall an i got look in the mirror an theres blood litterly flowing down my face an its like swelled up an black n blue by now an i was like about to cry cus i did already so much today an i was scared princess was dead an my face hurt which it still does an im like flippin out here an then my mom walks in with her an i cleaned up an now im okay i think, but still in lots an lots of pain it hurt to talk an move my arm. she got me good. so now shes gotten my hand, my chest, my shoulder, an worst of all my face. time for bed.
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Subject:HERE I COME
Time:05:04 pm
so, drinkin lots of water (again) an layin on my giant pink heart pillow jus thinkin about the cabin again fer some reason. i think i did well on all the finals i took today actually pretty darn well. so me an papa are gonna go take pics at the conservatory this weekend because the orchid show in st. paul, very excited, melissa is very excited (!) but yea i prolly shouldnt talk about that i no the way ppl get. no u no what? screw them im goin to take pics at the flower show an im gonna love it!!!!!!! woo hoo!!!!!
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